Remembering Spetember 11, 2001

I can still remember the day as if it happened just yesterday. I was pregnant with Maddie and an emotional basket case anyway, and I just kept thinking about those poor people who have just lost loved ones. There were thousands lost. Not just a few, so many. We are so lucky to have the time that we have with our husbands, children, friends, family that we do have. Never waste an opportunity to tell someone that you love them. I have been thinking about that a lot today and wanted to share it. I can't even express how much I love my family. My husband and children are the world to me. Just as my parents and siblings and in-laws. I am so grateful for them. I hope that we can just remember how much they mean to us and to hold them just a little bit tighter and for just a little bit longer tonight. When I think about the songs that were written about 9/11 the song called "One Last Time" comes to mind. It's a song about one of the pilots that gets to call his wife just before the plane goes down. How would that have been to have to hear your husband say goodbye and that he knew that he wasn't going to be coming home? I think it would be great to have gotten to talk to him, but so hard. I just hope that we can remember all those that helped that day and who lost their lives.

Another Maddie Adventure!

I'm sure you know that if it says Maddie "adventure" that it is going to be something pretty crazy. It wouldn't be a complete week if we didn't have some sort of Maddie Adventure, that's for sure. What would I do with all my free time?
Yesterday I told my husband that I was going to go upstairs and ride my bike and basically that he was supposed to watch the kids. I guess I didn't say it in those exact words because he didn't even know where the kids were. I was in my room riding my bike and the two little kids were playing some kind of hut thing on my bed. After about 20 minutes of listening to them scream and fight over who gets this pillow and what blanket etc... I finally told them to go down and find Dad. Basically to remove themselves from my sight. I finished the bike ride a little while later and the next thing I know Seth comes into my bathroom (while I am in the shower) and hands me my straight edge razor. Atleast his fingers were all still attached. I knew that I had left my haircutting stuff in the front room, but it was all bagged up. That has never stopped her before. I took the razor and thought OK I will go and put everything away when I get out. Then not 3 minutes later I hear Joe walking up the stairs saying OH NO over and over. The thought ran through my mind that she got into some color and proceed to color the "nice" carpet up the stairs. He scolded Maddie and said no we don't do that etc.. and then made it into the bathroom. I asked him what happened and he told me that Maddie gave herself a haircut. I thought oh is that all? He said you didn't see all the hair on the ground. Well at least hair grows back. At least I didn't have dark brown color stains going up my stairs. That would have been about par with the rest of the house, however. So in Maddie comes sporting tears of being in trouble. Her hair was a mess. She gave herself bangs!! Not just bangs but all kinds of layers and such. Her hair was half way down her back and then the front was to her eyebrows. The before picture doesn't do it justice, but it was bad news. I wanted to cut her hair to her shoulders or something cute, but I wasn't expecting 8 inches or more in places. We had to go to Grandma's house to spray for bugs later that day and grandma said what did you do to all your long hair? Maddie said "haircut". She was quite proud of herself. I guess in all the time that I have been doing hair with her around I should be grateful that she hasn't done it sooner. Oh well like I told Joe "its just hair!" Hope you enjoy Maddie's NEW do.

These don't really do the hair cut justice, but see if you can see all her random layers.

Maybe I should have left the mullet, we are in Lehi now...

Do pardon the toy room disaster behind her.

We are going to need some serious bobby pins for the front for the next year or so, but she does look really cute!

Starting Pre-School

My little dude started pre-school this week. He has been so excited for the past 3 weeks, ever since the other kids started school, to get to go to his own school. Every time we would drive by it he would tell me that is his school and I will leave him there. He was really big on going by himself. I hate to see him growing up so fast. I am so excited for him to be getting big and to get to experience those fun things of growing up, but I am not liking it. Everyone always asks me if I am going to have anymore kids, and to be honest, I don't think it's in my cards (at least for now). So needless to say I want him to stay little as long as possible. Here are some cute pictures of his first day of pre-school.